Apologies to my blog fans hehehehe

I have heard from quite a few of u....."why havent u blogged anything?" To be truthful, I lacked subject material. Not that there wasn't sufficient subject material really because everyday i'm surrounded by it...family, friends, God's creatures and creations....but I had eyes that would not see and ears that wouldnt hear the melody of the brilliant red cardinals at our feeders. Yes there was plenty of material. When I can see the beauty of what God has given us I want to share it....yes down to the humdrum details. But when the darkness settles down over my soul like a black cloak, I really dont want to let anyone in, not even my family. So there is the truth in a nutshell. I am sorry for those people who have checked my blog and found nothing and I apologize, hopefully you can bare with me.